tired.
Everyday i came home, hoping for a good rest. Not only physically but mentally too. Work has not been challenging for me but just draining. It's been pretty mundane.
I guess I have been going too easy on myself. with no plans ahead, no goals or anything. That is why I always considered myself as Generation Y-OLO. Spend all that I have earned.
I was asked if Im excited or even motivated for the changes I'm gonna face in a week's time, the answer I can give is "I have no idea." Im too tired to even feel excited honestly. All I know is that I will do what's given, what's asked. what is needed and what is the right thing to do. Give me enough rest, probably I will feel something.
I may feel slightly happy on being able to learn what is Visual Merchandising-Visual Merchandising. Finally, the real thing. Im not afraid to be tired. I have slogged a quarter of my life now, but if I ever gets tired of doing and learning things, I will never be really tired. I always believe if I am really working for the job scope I applied for, I will never be so physically and mentally drained like now.
Least of the least, I am starting my 5 days week work in June. probably till then, I will be able to get enough rest and get myself together once again.
Alright, time to prepare my dog's food.
Nightsx
